Messed up head

To you my stumbled words, thrown forth with stupid grace,
a drowning sea of care, brings anger to your face.
My flapping mouth canst seldom rest,
your mood so delicate, put to the test.
why oh why cant i silent be,
so darling dear can miss little old me.

In all the tears and fury flown,
my gasping sadness, full mast down,
her frustrated gaze now shoots me straight,
I must act now, cannot be late,
for she the goddess in my life,
the truth the beauty the future wife,
without her i cannot survive,
time to change to grow to thrive.

Know my dear with all the mess,
spewn from my head amoungst the stress,
all i want and ever wish,
is you to live, to hold and kiss,
to be in happiness a warming glow,
to be with the one you'll always know,
he wont leave or do you wrong,
but live with you in true loves song.